Live today as if tomorrow never comes

Live your life as if tomorrow never comes..  Forgive those who have hurt you.. Do something fun and crazy as if nobody's watching or listening.. 

You will only be able to do this once in your lifetime..

It's Okay Not To Be Okay

It's been a while since I last post something here. I've been emotionally distress again lately, and I realized that it has been going on for a few weeks. 

But somehow I managed to cover all my emotional state and pretend that it was not there by doing something to distract me from overthinking. I kept myself busy by doing my own business. I forced myself everyday, but at some point, I know that I have to let go of my emotions. 

At this moment of writing on this blog, I pat myself on the shoulder and said to myself "It's okay..You have done a great job!" 

You have endured so much nobody wil be able to handle this as much as you. If you were to compare this burden to your close family, maybe they will never be able to do that. 

But then again, everyone on this earth is carrying their own burden no one could ever imagined. It could be seen as a simple matter, but what he or she carries sometimes can make them insane and go beserk. A perfect disguise. 

I don't have anyone to share my thoughts except God, and my blog. Thank you for listening to my thoughts Gund! 

Remember, when you are in this emotional state again, don't forget that you have achieved so much in your life. You've done well by overcoming all those difficulties..and you will be able to cope with it again everytime it comes. 

You deserved to be happy and you should spend your life gratefully. God is always watching over you. He knows what's best for you and He is forgiving. Don't blame yourself and be brave to handle the uncertainties of life. 

Stay safe..

Let's pray for the end of COVID-19 pandemic. Hopefuly the world get better soon.